Im starting to come to the conclusion that I don’t like MMO’s. They’re
such a time sync… 😦 Not to mention people such as myself get emo
over purpz and its just not worth it. I get so frustraded over the
littlest things that turn out to be a waste of time because I could be
doing something mor useful with myself you know? I still haven’t fully
unpacked since I moved in.. and I know I should but I’d rather go out
if its not important >.<

SIGH~ So I talked to John today and kept reminding him how availible I
am and told him about the boy toy I have currently. He keeps telling me
that he wants to get married soon and I said well.. if I find the right
person maybe I’ll be willing to settle down.. but I just really want to
have fun. John’s a nice guy though, I’d probably be willing to settle
with him. He made me laugh so hard at lunch today after he told me what
his guild leader said about me one day after we went to lunch. “Hit
that like an angry fist of god, shes a gamer, cute, and makes video
games for a living” I really couldn’t hold it in when I picture a geeky
mathmatician(sp?) saying this. Don’t get me wrong the doods nice, but I
couldn’t imagine him saying that about me HAHAHA~ Anyway John said he
was gunna see a movie this friday and I told him I’m going to invite
myself to see it with him and his friend cuz I seriously doubt he would
have the guts to ask me. XD I always have to say things for him its
cute…

VALENTINES DAY~ Umm…. I’m kidnapping Chris ^.^ But Iono what to eat! What’s there to eat?!!?! argh…

This weekend is paintball, I’m wondering wether I should go or not. If
I go that means I should buy a gun.. but I just finally let my bruises
heal from last month! XD My car payment is coming up, and I can afford
to get a gun but I wont have that nice lil money cushon I like to have
fun weekday drinking binges and fancy lunch/dinners. Hmmmmmm…..

I have a bad habit of burning a hole in my pocket.. but I think its
about time in investing in my apartment to make it look nice and get a
TV finally T_T; When I get the other half of my profit sharing I’m
going to invest into a tv rather than throwing it into my car/school
loans. A tv is much more needed to kill the house bordem =x